i was telling her...

that maybe i get frustrated n give up easily because i feel like i am living my life for others. and now...coming to think about it...maybe it is true after all! why do i study and achieve to be big?? for the government. i dunno. whether i belong to myself. i dont seem to have any interest in anyth like before. even songs. studies. i feel like i m gonna flop my life very soon...very very very soon. i can't help being soo soo negative! i just cant!

uyir vida sonnaal uyir vidukindren...unai vida sonnaal unai vida maaten!