snap!

i feel like killing myself.
but i wont!
cos i dun deserve to die for the pain that other idiots have caused me.
why do u ALWAYS have to do this to me???
am i a robot(AGAIN)!!!!!!!!!
NO!!!!!!
maybe u shld tell me if i do look like one or atleast behave like one!
human!
i m human!
cant u see!
i have feelings!
haiz!
i juz snapped today man!
piak! like that!
teachers!
why do they always make me suffer for their good name???
slavery! child abuse!
i dun wanna go in detail what exactly happened.
cos i m too tired!
juz too tired!
sick and tired!
cant take it no longer!
i cant type!
it juz so happened that i cld nt join my choir for the amazing race!
cos of some stupid india trip briefing which was supposed to have ended long before!
she made us wait!
wait for such a bloody long time!
then she called us in 10 mins b4 i was supposed to leave! wth!
i tole her i hav to leave!
well...u guessed it!
i cldnt!
so the choir left w/o me!
juz stop it alrite!
stop it!
it hurts!
u have a problem with me involving myself with the choir....
then dun bother!
hello.....like....ugh! nvm!
hw much do u intent to make me cry?
hw much do u intent to bully me?
u ......such an annoyance!
stop it!
juz stop it!
but wats worse?
wen i feel like crying
and am so confused
and need some help,
i call my mom for help.
but she never is as encouraging as she needs to be
to make me forget my pain.
wateva!
if no one is gonna help me, where will i go?
mr arman said, i m one who's mature and knows wat i want in life.
.........probably oni on the outside!
u r right arman.
perfectly right!
i applaud u!
its juz a mask that i put on.
a mask!

run away
from ur pain
dun suffer
forget it all

if u have to

run away
from ur injuries
dun suffer
in silence

if u have to

run away
from all evil
dun cry
dun die

if u have to

uyir vida sonaal uyir vidukindren...unai vida sonnaal unai vida maaten!