i cried...

ok...today choir was somewhat emotional and tiring for me...weirdly! the reason for being tired was sleep deprivation for the past wk or so...n the 2.4km run ydae for pe. but why i became emotional n teared a no of times is mr goh and a song we were learnin today...

wen mr goh tole a few gals n me to sing alone...he sudd asked me, "dharshini, are u holding back cos the others are not singing?? cos i noe u can be louder than that..." then i tole him lah...it was cos of ma bad throat...but u noe...it reli surprised me wen he actualli asked me that Q. i mean...hello...y wld i ever wanna do that? neway...aft he turned back to cont wif the rest...i teared. thinking abt how i m not my self nwadays. so many changes, so many hesitations. i juz noe it. the difference.

then i teared again wen we were singing that song...'seasons of love'(the beautifullest song ever)...the words...the feeling...the emotions...the voices...the meaning...the music. so sweet....i cried. haiz...

and wen i came home...i decided to watch its video on the choir blog. omg...i cried reli....! this time cos of the way they sang and how the scenes explained the words ever so clerly yet humbly...(i noe i sound like crap...but u wldnt understand!) i guess it is juz a bit too much for me to take lah...

uyir vida sonnal uyir vidukindren...unai vida sonnaal unai vida maaten!