maybe...

i dunno...
i'm nt sure...
whether i like this word or nt...
maybe...
it sometimes gives u that assurance that u noe...
there is some hope...
rather than nth at all...
but sometimes wen u are so itchy for a definite ans...
it juz so irritates u...
cos u din get wat u expected...
n u dunno if u will get wat u expected...
maybe...
it cld be irritating...
n maybe...
that is its main purpose...
to be used to irritate ppl...
that is a use isn't it...
my dictionary tells me...
maybe...
means...
sth might or might not happen...
but u r nt sure abt it...
maybe...
i like this word after all...
don't i...
maybe...
who knows...
maybe...
i might start using it often...
maybe.

uyir vida sonnaal uyir vidukindren...unai vida sonnaal unai vida maaten!

hairs of relations

a relationship(of any kind) is like a strand of hair

taking perfect care of it determines how well it turns out

it has to be healthy deep inside to be beautiful on the outside

time has to be sacrificed to maintain it

the way u treat it tells ppl wat kind of a person u r

u have to wet it with love first

then shampoo it with time

and forgetting to condition it with assurance

may make it dry

any lack of care

will result in ba dhair days

maybe even weeks

nobody likes tangled, dry, troublesome hair

with split ends esp

that lack in understanding

everybody like smooth, shiny, easy hair

but nth in this world is ever perfect

so having perfect hair is impossible

it is juz the way u look at it

the way u look at it

way u look at it

uyir vida sonnaal uyir vidukindren...unai vida sonnaal unai vida sonnaal unai vida maaten

i was juz thinking...

they say bad stuff r part n parcel of life. they say u have to learn to accept bad stuff!

but given a bad apple....wld u willingly eat it???

uyir vida sonnaal uyir vidukindren...unai vida sonnaal unai vida maaten!

much done

i have forgotten actually....wat all happened these few days i din blog. so much to write abt! let me juz tell u abt my exam results.
firstly...eng! oh god...i m damn disappointed cos i OBVIOUSLY din do as expected!!! i gt so low marks that i was so doomed the whole day! the marker commented..."u r SURPRISINGLY weak in compre....u din understand the questions nor the passage..."
as for maths...i m fine. both a maths n e maths. gt an a1.
as for science...pure chem was hell...but i passed...but i m NT HAPPY! n combined phy/bio....was fine as well.
then humanities. u noe...the subj which i din i din complete both the geog n soc stud papers. but i did get an a1.
then...oh...tamil! that one's fine! distinction. but tamil lit u shld noe...bad!!
then...i dunno lah. lost track of everyth!

uyir vida sonnaal uyir vidukindren...unai vida sonnaal unai vida maaten!

fine!

i admit! i m weak! weak in terms of strength! strength in terms of me! aiight! i need help! will sumone juz get me out of this world n bring me somewhere...juz somewhere! somewhere i can smile! somewhere i can laugh! somewhere i can love! oh gosh! i dun even feel like blogging! i dun even feel like studying for my chem tmr! n i flopped my t.lit! 55.5%! nice no. but nt that nice afterall!

uyir vida sonnaal uyir vidukindren...unai vida sonnaal unai vida maaten!

oh sh*t!

hw more pathetic can i get if i cant finish my social studies n geog paper! hell! tell me nw! hw am i supposed to gt an a1 for my humans!!!! hell again! i mean u noe apart from the lang papers...e mths 1 was the only paper i cld finish so far! (cos e mths n ss n geog r the only papers i have done so far!!) ya! i mean...u tell me...shall i kill myself? haiz! neway...it is my fault! i admit! my fault! i m the one who din plan my time properly! n din use my brains to see hw much time i shld spend on each section! nvm! nvm! let's see hw it goes for my other papers lah!

uyir vida sonnaal uyir vidukindren...unai vida sonnaal unai vida maaten!

my baby has a bro!!

yes of cos! 3rd may 2006! an unnamed creature was born! he is so cute...juz like his mom! and who is he? my baby's bro! juz imagine these two cute...adorable fellars...walking down the road with captivating eyes and a much more manly smile on their faces! cool eh! this new baby dusnt lk a bit like his bro cos sharan lks like his dad! get the diff??

uyir vida sonnaal uyir vidukindren...unai vida sonnaal unai vida maaten!

he's my friend!

nonsense friend who was suspected to be smoking cos he came late for class and obviously smelt of smoke!! n of all prefects in my class, i was picked to bring him to get tested! i tried to help him actualli! i mean i juz din want him to get caught! atleast for that one time! i wanted him to be given a chence. and he was given one surprisingly!
but there is this one thing! just one thing that still doesnt wanna slp in my head! y do they smoke in the first place?? i dun mean offence to any smokers reading this but reli! wat the hell is in that cigg that lures u into its custody forever???
is it its power or are u juz too feeble to fight back huh?? i dunno! the stench juz kills me! it chokes me to death n i dunno hw ppl actualli live on it man!

uyir vida sonnaal uyir vidukindren...unai vida sonnaal unai vida maaten!

shing! shing! vee shing!

yay!!! my dearest mr ho vee shing is back aft mths of pitiful suffering! oni i noe hw bad i actualli feel for him! juz imagine a loud voiced...macho infact...cool, encouraging, humour-filled teacher who used to make assembly announcements and give me his biggest smile wen i achieved sth gd loosing his voice due to some idiotic nasty lil throat infection! curse that selfish infection who hurt him!
i m nt a single bit shy to say i reli missed him! he is one man i reli admire for his art appreciation and dedication to the english language! okok! he is back! that is all that matters to me rite nw!! here i m back to enjoying english lessons the way i used to! yay!! but he came aft the exams! wish he was there for us earlier to guide us properly for the exams unlike the other teacher who had been there to take over him! nvm! i dun wanna talk abt her nw!

uyir vida sonnaal uyir vidukindren...unai vida sonnaal unai vida maaten!

what do i say?

reli! i m juz so lost in the pathetic singaporean world of a period where a student's life (literally life) depends on the number of questions he answers correctly at pt of time where he is soooo used to being naturally bloody nervous like a girl being threatened to be raped by an uninteresting monk!
oh i m soooo sorry abt that whole sentence aiight! it juz came out like that! poof! out! yea! all i m tryinna say is that i havent actualli started ANY revision for ANY of the subjects for the exams starting this fri!
i dunno! i juz dun feel like starting! like i said...i m not interested in studies any more this yr compared the previous yr! so u shd noe u cant reli expect anth from me! or atleast not too much!
let us stop talking abt studies right now aiight!! but what do i say next? oh...umm...i have been experiencing many many changes around me. like uh... ok nvm forget it! i m too lazy to say anth abt em!

you feel so nice on my face

you feel so nice wen i hold u in my hands

you feel so nice wen u bother me

you feel so nice despite ppl complaining abt the sounds

you feel so nice even if u make me wet

you feel so nice especially at night, lasting through the night and into the mornin

you feel so nice cause u make me so warm even wen u r so cold

you feel so nice wen u quench my thirst

no one can defeat you man!

no one can ever defeat the rain!

THE RAIN!

feels so nice doesn't it!

uyir vida sonnaal uyir vdukindren...unai vida sonnaal unai vida maaten!