Me, Me, tats Me!

hehe...heres sth for u all to noe me! yes...me!

Your Birthdate: May 20

You are a virtual roller coaster of emotions, and most people enjoy the ride. Your mood tends to set the tone of the room, and when you're happy, this is a good thing. When you get in a dark mood, watch out - it's very hard to get you out of it. It's sometimes hard for you to cheer up, and your gloom can be contagious. Your strength: Your warm heart Your weakness: Trouble controlling your emotions Your power color: Black Your power symbol: Musical note Your power month: February

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

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yayness!

haha....ok....i went to the student mart shop wif mom o buy myself a new pair of uniforms... but instead i tole her...it is not actually worth it n that i dun mind wearing the old ones... but then i tole her she has to get me a new skirt cos it is juz too short nw! but that will be later. so we headed to the shoe shop nxt n i got myself a new pair of clean white sch shoes...hehe! then mom decided to get a pair of sandals for my sis. n she did. n then we went to but some stuff to cook n we even bought ice cream!!! fweeweett! long time no eat! hehe... then we came back home n i was supposed to start my homework atleast now but...u shld noe...I DIDNT! haiz...oh lord help me help myself! n then i was talkin some stuff wif ma senior...n then ma sis came bacj home n so i had to surrender the comp! nvm...used to it! then i ate n m now typing this while my sis is bathing! muahahah!!! okok....wonder why some ppl treat me like this!!! m i a robot?? no. m i a doll?? no. m i a menequin?? NO!!! i m a human... i m not paralysed nor mentally unstable! i m not brainless n stupid! i m a human!!! i feel. i taste. i see. i hear. i smell. i think. i walk. i run. i jog. i play. i eat. i bathe. i dress. i do everything a human does. i even study!!! but still i dunno wat makes ppl think i dun feel anything for me...u...them....us! haiz... my world. my complaints. my thots. my problem rite!!! i m a robot wat! noneed to talk one! juz ignore lah! who cares!!???!?!?!

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Yikes!!!

omg! ok... so my hair is exceptionally short nw! yes i cut my hair! my mum decided to cut it cos she said i look better wif short hair!! arghhh! nvm! it will grow...n my sis...the weirdo of my hse...wanted to curl my wavy hair n she DID!!! just NOW! n they all say...i look gd!! oh wateva! waste electricity oni sia she! hehe! okok....today was fine. not unusual... i m waiting for 9pm to come cos i wanna watch Kabhi kushi kabhi gham!!! my fav shah rukh khan n kajal n big B!!!! yay! i hope i wont cry again! hehe! lovely movie!..... OH YA! i gt something for ya all!

rudolph the red-nosed reindeer had a very shiny nose

n if u ever saw him u wld even say it glows

all of the other reindeer used to luff n call him names

they nv let poor rudolf join in any reindeer games!

yea so ppl out there...dun be like the other reindeer aiight! be kind be nice, give give n give this christmas...but of cos make sure U get some presents for urself too...! Ho Ho Ho!

MERRRYY CHRISTMASSSS!

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i m sorry...

well... wen i woke up this mornin, mom said she was goin out wif dad n bro. so she tole me to bathe n get redi...so that wen she is done wif some work outside she can call me n i will be redi to leave the hse n meet them all at hougang mall. n we can all go shopping. i said ok. but then she juz called n asked if i m redi. n i said "no...i was using the computer". n she said..."ok then forget it!" n juz hung up the phone. for a moment i thot.."what did u just do! huh! what did u juz do dharshini! was bathing n getting redi that difficult? was a computer that won't be able to run away from u more important for u than ur family n some time spent together wif them so cheap???" alrite...nw i noe hw stupid i was...a small mistake n i spoiled everyone's mood...my dad's, mom's, bro's, n mine. mom...i m so sorry. i m so sorry. i m so sorry i made u angry. i m so sorry i spoiled ur day. i m so sorry i wasted a rare chance to go shopping wif dad. i m so sorry i m such a bad daughter. i m so sorry i din let u enjoy. i m so so so sorry. i m so sorry that my eyes are welled up wif tears i cant even see the keyboard nw properly! i m so sorry! i m so sorry that one of my stoopid rash acts has changed a whole plan for the day! i m so sorry to think u will take lots of time to finish up ur work outside! i m sorry! my only wish for christmas nw is that u will forgive me! n come to noe hw sorry i m which will happen onli if u read this which i m sure u wont. i m so sorry i had no words to assure u that i promise i will be redi in a jiffy n will give u a call so we cld go shopping! i m so sorry! i guess u were too fast for me! mom....i m sorry aiight! i m so sorry! i cant believe i made u angry for such a small stupid reason! i dun noe hw else to apologise but i noe i have to! mom...i m SORRY!

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Ummm...unrhyming poem...mixed feelings...true love....

sometimes i just feel
u are mine forever
but then i realise
u have others for urself

sometimes i just feel
that i have the right
to scold u till i cry
for everything u did that somehow or another made me cry

sometimes i just feel nothing
when we are together
but i realise i can never live w/o u
when we part

sometimes i just feel
i should better forget u
but when we meet again
i know that is the only thing impossible

sometimes i just feel
it is not worth me saying to you "i love u!"
as u noe that i always do
so i noe that is not necessary

but sometimes i just feel
that i am just so incomplete
if i don't voice out those words
to my only love...you!

so here i m...to tell u my love....I LOVE YOU!


haha...nice poem eh! mine n mine only! just came out of my mind like that! haha! i din noe wat to do...cos i was so bored... so i just thot y not come up with a simple poem!

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Hey!

hey ppl! well...this is juz to tell ya that i wont be blogging for some time nw. coz i m gonna stay over at mah aunt's hse n so....ya. wow! it sure has been long since i used the comp. n even nw i m rushing! coz mah sis...seems to be havin some e-learnin week...where she has to stay home n do all her sch stuff thru de net! n as u noe...if mah sis sits infront of the comp...i can never use it! coz she will oni stop at midnite! haiz! okok....so i have not been on msn for long n i dunno whom i missed. i guess i will have to wait till nxt week. muahahaha! aiight! i gtg nw. so bubye!

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That is Me.

ok... i just want to tell all of u here that i hate to wait. i hate to be patient. i hate to be late. n so i dont expect any of u to be either. but of cos u give me a gd reason n i will accept it. but somehow i am waiting. b'cos i m made to wait n i want to wait n I don’t mind waiting. but everything has its limits! n so does my patience. if u have something going on in your mind n u need to do something about it...u have me! u can talk to me. but instead u make me feel so miserable. by keeping so quiet! i dunno if u are ignoring me. but if u are then just tell it to my face! i won't mind!

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Here it is!

hey...rmb i told u i had written something on abortion n stuff....well...rite nw i cant seem to find it...but i have something else! a "stupid" story of mine. i wrote it last yr for my eng lesson so i thot y not put it up here... the category was ANIMAL STORIES n i dunno y i wrote something like this...n i guess i got a 74% for it! n here it goes!

Baby's First Cadbury

Baby is a puppy; small, white and fluffy. Just like any other puppy, I guess. She has big, round, black eyes that sparkle so well! Her owner,Rose, calls her Baby as she is just so crazy of those chubby little beings!

Baby is only given dog food that comes in a can wrapped in purple paper with a picture of a dog. She sits infront of the television all day. Rose never plays with her. That is why she calls life BORING! She thinks she lacks fun in life and so she does!

Baby has always observed Rose enjoying a variety of food and snacks each day, while she is just fed with pathetic dog food. Chocolates is one o the attractions. She has always wanted to try out a bar, but Rose has never offered it to her!

One fine evening, when the Sun was setting, the doorbell of Rose's front door rang, thrice. Rose quickly finished the last minute touches by lighting up the tall thin candles, placing a small red rose into the slim, silver vase and making sure the steel dinerware were all set. She looked so excited as she rushed to openthe door, dressed in an elegant turqoise dress with matching jewelery that glittered. Baby lay on the floor watching.

"Robert! Hello! Come in," she gleamed.

"Thank you, Rose. You look sweet!" he replied with a manly grin and bent to kiss her beside her lips.

They sat at the table in the dim light of the fragrant candles. Delicious, colourful food waited to be eaten.

"Rose...I have something for you! I thought flowers were a waste and gifts can wait. So I got you these," Robert said, handing her a big bar of Cadbury chocolates. A delighted Rose took her present and headed towards the kitchen. She left it on the kitchen cabinet to enjoy it some other time. To her, Robert was more important.

However, Baby was not at all bothered about him. "Shall I? Shall I not? Shall I?" Baby wondered. "I shall! I should!" Without Rose or Robert noticing, she ran into the kitchen and jumped at the cabinet. She tried to get the chocolates but to no avail. "The stool! The stool! Get the stool!" she told herself. Baby ran to the stool by the washing machine and pushed it to the cabinet with her small head that was heavy with boredom.

Atlast Baby got onto the stool and grabbed the Cadbury chocolate bar in her tiny mouth. She ran out of the kitchen and into the backyard, knowing that she was now able to enjoy her first piece of chcolate.

The End

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Ouchs!

ok...hi everyone! today i m gonna tell u all a story!

long long time ago.....in serangoon ave 3....there lived a 4 yr old gal named dharshini. she loved her father n still does of cos! one day her hse was full of visitors n so her mom was busy entertaining them. some time later...her father came back home from work,tired. he always expected a cup of hot coffee n so dharshini's mom had made a cup of coffee while her father went to freshen himself up. her father then came into the living room and sat down chatting with the visitors. n this small lil' dharshini ran into the kitchen and saw the cup...unfortunetely it was glass! n this gal...she went to pull the glass but cldnt reach it. she jumped n reached the handle n pulled it down n landed on the floor! and OUCH!!! the glass slipped n the coffee spilt on her n the glass fell n broke. n the worst thing was that being unable to stand the heat...dharshini jumped, crying, screaming n all that was left was a big piece of broken glass in her foot. there she was, scalded, injured n hurt! poor her! her father immediately rushed her to the hospital n there was chaos all over! on 1 hand her mother was so sick of seeing all that blood when the glass was taken out of her leg! n on the other....haiz.... n then the doc put 8 stitches to close her wound!

10 yrs later..............
now...dharshini is a 14 yr old cheerful gal! but she does still haf the scar to remind her of the tragic incident that fateful day!

THE END!

*incidents might not be in the right order or might not be perfectly correct. this is due to dharshini being too young at that time n this story was told to her by her mother! muahahaha!!

alrite so peepz! this is wat i haf for u now! i m that dharshini n this is wat happened to me! haha! u mite think me mad but u noe me!

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OK...

i came back from sch at around 3pm n then watched tv for a while. then i decided to grab some songs from the net onto my comp n i found some great ones which i used to love n hadnt heard for SUCH A LONG TIME! all time favourites they are! haha! well...i have nth to do rite now so i thought why not put some of my fav photos for ur viewing. haha! well...basically these are some photos i really like either because they are just nice to see or make me think or i just felt like sharing it with u! n here they are!

this is my fav bollywood actor shah rukh khan! i just love his acting n his tears make me cry for sure! i am amazed at the different types of roles he has done!





this is me as a baby! i used to be so fat n i still am!
but now i resemble my mum! more than just a chip off the block!





he looks very human to me! i dun understand how abortion is ever an option of some mothers! well...i once did a kind of composition on my views about abortion for a literature assignment. maybe i will type it out here one day! but no offence will ever be meant!


this is my baby! Sharandeep! he is my cutie pie n nephew! i have 2 nieces too n one more baby is on the way but i dunno if it's a gal or boy yet! so...let's wait! haha!



i have many more fotos for u to see but maybe not today! well....oki...i dunno wat else to write today so maybe i'll be off now n be back some other time! see you!

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Waiting...

Here i m waiting for 11.30 am to arrive before i can leave the hse to go to sch to discuss with my friends and teacher about some science research project! haha! i oso dunno why i wake up so early n rushed liked hell n got redi by 8.30! mad! crazy! insane! a nut in my head's loose! haha! okok! so i woke up n bathed n got redi n had my brkfst n read the newspaper n decided to record songs into my phone! n i ended up blogging! well...i havent been feeling any better today either n i dun at all feel like going to sch! *weeps* ...well...i seem to use so many "well"s in everything i write i speak n blah blah! oh ya! while i m recording songs here, my mum is talkin on the phone n i think i m irritating her cos my aunty talks so softly u can barely hear her n the music is SO LOUD! but i m sorry mom i dunno wat to do! haha! well....i have like 15 more mins n i guess i wil be doing some other stuff before i leave. n i dunno what time i will be back home cos my mum said she was thinking of going to visit Sharandeep (u shud all noe tat he is my NEPHEW rite!) but i can't go with her as much as i want to! cos i dun wanna make that baby of mine sick too rite! haiz....nvm! oki! i guess i will get goin now so that i wont be late!

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OHMYGOD!!!

SICK! SICK! SICK! i m juz sooo SICK of being SICK!! it is driving me crazy! irritatingly....it is worse cos i haf both a blocked nose n a running nose! or atleast it feels like it! haiyoh! n i haf been havin a headache for like 3 days!!! n it doesn't seem to subside! n i have been sneezing since morning! n cos of that my throat hurts n i was not able to sing properly today! oh wateva...this is almost nth in life compared to other obstacles m i not rite! haiz... lucky tmr proj meeting cancelled sia! i can slp n then later go out if i feel better! or maybe do something else! like START MY HOLIDAY HOMEWORK!! man! do we need hw even in dec! well maybe if teachers dun wan our brains to rust in 2 mths ...i agree hw helps but why SO MUCH! haiz...nvm! it surely isnt any better for the teachers issit! they haf to mark more than wat we do! isnt it amazing how teachers are able to keep so many things in mind n still have to plan for us lessons n still have to correct our mistakes n still have to mark our terrible untidy stuff n still have to put up wif our behaviour n yada yada yada! well..hats off to u 'chers! each day shld be a 'chers' day for you!

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Well...

u noe wat....ydae i watched a hindi movie: kal ho naa ho on tv. n in the ending when the hero was abt to die...he did something so funny....i wanted to cry i wanted to luff n so i did! haha! my sis was luffin at me for crying by juz watchin a movie! wateva! it juz made me cry so i cld not hold back my tears anyway!! i juz cried! oh btw...sorry for not posting anything for a few days cos i was quite busy n didnt reli hv the chance to use the comp. well...the other day...i stayed over at my aunt's hse to help her babysit a 2 babies n a gal of 4...wen i was tole to fetch the 4 yr ole kid from her presch...i did...but as we walked back together...i held her hand tight n led the way...it juz so struck me how parents or anyone else ever brought up a gd conversation with kids so young! i did ask her stuff...whether she wanted anything from the cake shop..whether she wanted a sweet...whether she was down with a cold as she was sniffing all the way...what her 'chr taught her that day...i guess that was it! haha! but i felt i had become closer to her juz by that 1 day cos i noe she trusted me n that my aunt trusted me too! wow!!! well...2day aft i came back from sch...i had some time to rest n then rush to the amk mrt station to meet my friends. we were headed to the national library to do some research work on our science project for next year. it was quite fun n the new library is fantastic!!!! fabulous!!!! superb!!! but the best part was returning home! haha! all the trains we boarded were soooo crowded...that we were squeezed ,like sardinesn i juz cldnt stop luffin cos there was once(or more times of cos!!) wen i lost my balance as i had nth to hold...n so wen i did lose my balance....i nearly fell on a guy behind me....n he was so shocked at first...his eyes went BIG! haha! n then he said wif a smile..."i m innocent! dun smash me!" haha! n i juz cldnt stop luffin n luffed harder wen my friends reminded me of it aft the guy alighted the train! well...i m so sorry sir i had lost my balance but surely i m thankful enuff to god as u r for preventing me from reli falling on u! haha! CHAOS!

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Never have i ever thought deeply abt this!

hey! guess wat! i finished reading the bk i mentioned ydae...stiks and stoans. n i juz started another bk...white girls by lynn lauber! i dunno y aft such a loooooong time i m again turning into a bookworm! haha! well....life has surely changed drastically since childhood! u noe..last time my family always used to spend time together...going out..having dinner...shopping... but now...it's totally different! i dunno if it is b'cos we children of the family have grown up n changed or b'cos it was juz enuff fun we had....n it was time to start working in life! well...i reli dunno! i haf to mention this somehow...my family is not how it looks... my mum always used to say that we(my family) haf this rich look but we surely aren't! i mean....we might live in a "big" hse compared to other 5 rm hdb flats but hey! let me tell u one thing! we have very little but we r more than willing to share the little we have with others who need it more! it is not that i m tryinna talk well abt ourselves but it's not my fault if u dun understand! it juz amazes me how my parents ever managed to survive this long with three kids to feed n educate! but i juz can't stop myself from being irritated with my parents at times u noe!!! it's juz age i guess! but ppl....i love em all...hw i wish i cld quickly grow up to be more mature so that they cld always be wif me forever! NEVER WILL I EVER WANT TO LOSE THEM UNDER ANY SITUATION! my dad has worked so hard...he is not another macho muscle man out there....NOR IS HE ANOTHER SICK CHICKEN!!! he has his own problems of cos! but still he is my dad! i relly look up to him....i do dad! wellok!...i'll stop crying over this! HAAAAAAAAIIIIIIIZZZZZZZZZZ!!!!!!!!! today i go sch n teach my friend then came home n eat ice cream then read finish the bk then started a new one then sit on de comp!!!! wat a life i haf! nw i seem to have been expecting guests for like 2 hrs n they still dun seem to be here!!! oh wateva! well then i guess i'll take a break nw! so bye peepz!!!!!

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Alright!

well...i really dunno wat to type abt here rite nw! i juz came back from visiting my lovely Sharandeep(my nephew of course)! n rite nw i m enjoyin smooth creamy rich chocolate brownie! MMMMMMmmmmmmm!!! haha! yday was alright 2day was alright so far too! n i hope tmr will be alright cos i haf to go to sch n teach my friend some maths stuff! n then i will come home n do nth! oh ya i forgot i had started reading a book yday n surprisingly finished it yday itself! haha! it is a book called WHITE STRANGER. it is abt a white girl, trish, who studies in a sch wif only black ppl(african americans that is!). she gets to noe this blk gal, grace, n yearns to be like her cos grace is so womanly n mature.... they are gd friends for now but trish wants more of grace! she wants to be best friends wif her! then one day grace invited trish to her home in another ville n trish surely agreed cos she thot she cld become better friends wif grace at her home but it juz so happens the other way round! trish discovers many painful truths abt grace but felt that she was soooooo lonely n demanded she left for her home town the nxt day itself.... but wen she returns home...everything is juz too wrong for her to understand...every thing is upside down!!! well the rest u shld read! haha! it is a bk by susan gates! NICE! oh n then i started on a new bk today, STIKS AND STOANS(sticks and stones). it is abt a gal who has dyslexia n is teased by mean guys in her sch...but she keeps telling herself...STIKS N STOANS MAE BREAK MY BOANS BUT NAEMS WILL NEVR HURT ME!...COOL EH! well i dunno the rest of the story cos i havent read! haha!......erm...y did i ever start on this topic abt bks?????????? oh i was telling u i will do nth rite! actually i juz wanted to tell u that i'd rather read the book i started on! haha! HAIYOH! Y I SOOOO LONG WINDED AH! so ok ppl i gtg nw! u all out ther take care n pls link me if u can!!! haha! thx n bye!!

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