somewhereINmyVISION

Saturday, August 12, 2006

snap!

i feel like killing myself.
but i wont!
cos i dun deserve to die for the pain that other idiots have caused me.
why do u ALWAYS have to do this to me???
am i a robot(AGAIN)!!!!!!!!!
NO!!!!!!
maybe u shld tell me if i do look like one or atleast behave like one!
human!
i m human!
cant u see!
i have feelings!
haiz!
i juz snapped today man!
piak! like that!
teachers!
why do they always make me suffer for their good name???
slavery! child abuse!
i dun wanna go in detail what exactly happened.
cos i m too tired!
juz too tired!
sick and tired!
cant take it no longer!
i cant type!
it juz so happened that i cld nt join my choir for the amazing race!
cos of some stupid india trip briefing which was supposed to have ended long before!
she made us wait!
wait for such a bloody long time!
then she called us in 10 mins b4 i was supposed to leave! wth!
i tole her i hav to leave!
well...u guessed it!
i cldnt!
so the choir left w/o me!
juz stop it alrite!
stop it!
it hurts!
u have a problem with me involving myself with the choir....
then dun bother!
hello.....like....ugh! nvm!
hw much do u intent to make me cry?
hw much do u intent to bully me?
u ......such an annoyance!
stop it!
juz stop it!
but wats worse?
wen i feel like crying
and am so confused
and need some help,
i call my mom for help.
but she never is as encouraging as she needs to be
to make me forget my pain.
wateva!
if no one is gonna help me, where will i go?
mr arman said, i m one who's mature and knows wat i want in life.
.........probably oni on the outside!
u r right arman.
perfectly right!
i applaud u!
its juz a mask that i put on.
a mask!

run away
from ur pain

dun suffer
forget it all

if u have to

run away
from ur injuries
dun suffer
in silence

if u have to

run away
from all evil

dun cry
dun die

if u have to




uyir vida sonaal uyir vidukindren...unai vida sonnaal unai vida maaten!

Friday, August 11, 2006

birthday bash

happy birthday singapore.
u r 41.
well, i m very happy for u,
cos u have survived all these difficult yrs alone.
being the small island u r,
u have done a grt job.
but i am oso very upset that this yr,
ur b'dae celebration was so boring.

so so so boring.
and fireworks...no comments. (i din reli observe lah)
the concert was....so bland.

i actually...for the first time, regretted watching it.
well, but the parade is always the best.
forever, i will be there to watch the parade.
those macho men (n maybe a few women),
in smart lil uniforms.
so proud i m.
but still, u dun deserve any exclamation marks. :{


uyir vida sonnaal uyir vidukindren...unai vida sonnaal unai vida maaten!

Saturday, August 05, 2006

mission accomplished

heya!!!! m back from the ABRSM choral singing exam! wow! i shld say the voices in the garden did well. from what i know, mr goh thinks we sounded good. hehe! happy! happy! i m quite surprised he actualli liked benedictus! yea! i nearly laughed ouy loud wen i stepped into the very small auditorium n saw one...juz one white man on th esecong level. sitting up there behind a desk on a chair with a pen in his hand, waiting to hear us, the last choir for the day at a sunny time of the day: 4++pm. so we all settled, n began our vocal warm ups then proceeded to sing the 3 songs on our repertoire. aft which we had a small foto session n then actually created noise pollution in the coffeeshop opp. hahah! i had a helluva time today man! i know the choir can go further! much much further! but the more happy i was, the more disgusted i got at the way some ppl treated some ppl who deserve to be treated better. i dun wanna talk abt it now though!

n i juz wanna thank all the ppl who have helped us in one way or another. all those who helped to overcome problems so that they dun affect our exam! n helped in improving our singing. n those who have been with us n motivated us!! ms chee(principal), mr benedict goh, ms amanda koh, ms leow bee chu, mdm louisa ng, mr gregory chen, mr joel nah, mr reuben lai, ms wong, blah...blah...blah! EVERYONE! THANK U SOOO MUCH! WE LOVE U!

jesslyn#me
see the hair!! LOL!
me#june#sarah#jaimme
titi#me
joel(our pianist)#the guys
the girls
mr chen#ms koh#mr goh#mr nah
gotcha!
voices in the garden: before the exam
it's all over! (i lovvee this pic man!)
uyir vida sonnaal uyir vidukindren...
unai vida sonnaal unai vida maaten!

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

oh yeah!!

i hereby officially agree with ms amanda koh that the males of voices in the garden take a BLOODY LOOOONNNNGGGG TIME to get dressed into their new costumes! omg! they take 11 times more time than us girls! haha! on the mon juz b4 our choral exam, we had a short rehearsal with ms koh. n aft that, the tailor dropped by to let the guys try out their costumes n this is wat happens: the guys go crazy over their bow ties and belts and tuxedoes n sarah n i go crazy over taking fotos with the "hunks in our choir" (note: that whole phrase was a lie!!! it is juz to motivate the guys to do better! u go guys!! hehe! :D) so here they are. there's more lah...but i can't seem to upload em!nvm!
the "hunks"
me#jeston(feeweets!)#sarah!
june#sarah
some of us
alphonso#sarah
uyir vida sonnaal uyir vidukindren...
unai vida sonnaal unai vida maaten!