JESSE

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It's raining.

I go outside, and start walking. I head down the street and past the elementary school and through two intersections. I am soaked to the bone in about five minutes flat. That's when I start to run. I run so fast that my lungs start to ache and my legs burn, and finally when I cannot move another step I fling myself down on my back in the middle of the high school soccer field.

Once, I took acid here during a thunderstorm like this one. I lay down and watched the sky fall. I imagined the raindrops melting away my skin. I waited for the one stroke of lightning that would arrow through my heart, and make me feel one hundred percent alive for the first time in my whole sorry existence.

The lightning, it had its chance, and it didn't come that day. It doesn't come this morning, either.

So I get up, wipe my hair out of my eyes, and try to come up with a better plan.

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Trying

Sometimes, people get very irritating. It is an understatement, though. Hope you realise that. Anyway, I don't want to go on about it.

It is weird how my Time magazine subscription always comes at the wrong time. When i need it the most for my GP article reviews, I haven't gotten a new issue. And i've run out of news in the old ones. Well, then after I manage to find an uninteresting article on how the solar panels(Hello, aren't those like quite old stuff?) are technology's bestest creations and hand it in to my teacher on the dreaded Fri morning, I come back home in the evening to find it on my table. "Damned! Damn you, TIME. Damn you editor! Damn you, postman! Damn this world!" I think. Only to realise, nobody will agree with me it isn't my fault. Alright. I've digressed.

I wanted to talk about...pictures. You know, photos, paintings, heck it, even picture memory(so, it's practically SIGHTS, you say? I guess so...so be it). *at this point in time, i have lost interest in writing anymore about this. i'm super sorry. can i not do this?? another time.*

Ha. I'm losing it. Well, TIME has named Arnold Schwarzenegger as one of the "people who are changing our word." How so? Haven't read it. Later.

You know, for the past few years, life has been all about later this, later that for me. It's annoying. Very much. Oh ya whatever.

I've got lots to blog about since the last time I did. Got loads of photos to upload and show! Happeeeee. But, later.



Promos and AJC have 'nurtured' me into a boring person. Blame you, morons! Thanks a lot, yeah.

I love this boy! My new love...

I'd love to have collection of these...for my songs! Awesome right.

Yummy! Are they Australian, by the way?

Photos courtesy of GettyImages

Loveeeeeeee. I'm drowningggg!

புல்லாங்குழ‌ல்... நானே

மூங்கில் காட்டில் தீ...
சாம்ப‌லாகி போன‌து ச‌ங்கீத‌ம்...

-Panivizhum_Malarvanam

I love this

It means so much, don't you think?

I do

Well, i don't exactly love life

But, I've no rights to hate it either

This is me

As I would love to be

Music, I miss you...

நானோ ஒரு மூங்கிலாய்க் கிட‌ந்தேன்...
என்னைத் தொட்டு
எடுத்து
சீர் செய்து
செதுக்கினாய்,

புல்லாங்குழ‌லாய்...
உன‌க்கே இன்ப‌ம‌ளிக்க‌.

-த‌ர்ஷினி ராஜா

I am in love...!