somewhereINmyVISION

Monday, June 29, 2009

Jill Scott



So, what inspires you the most when it comes to wanting to achieve something? A person? A painting? A text or movie or news? An incident that had a degree of either positive or negative effect in you life? Or... like me, music?

I think this young, very talented, supposedly sensual woman you see above is simply beautiful. Everything about her is beautiful. Really. Her face, her hair, her body, her smile, her voice, her confidence, her maturity... her music. FREAK! She's awesome.

I was just checking out some music online. And, when I came across this pretty lady, upon a friend's recommendation, I checked out her song, He Loves Me. And I went, "Woooohoo! Yeah baby!" Haha. Literally.

It's a very very beautiful song. I don't know how else to put it. There are so many of her songs that I have fallen in love with, because they quench my thirst for some genuine, original music. Sometimes slow, sometimes groovy. You get the picture.

People, go listen to her songs. There will be at least ONE of hers that you will simply love! Trust me. Well, below is the first song I heard of hers, and loved. I love many others too. But, not today. =)

When I was listening to her songs, I suddenly wanted to release my own single, if not an album. I want people to notice me. I want people to love me for who I am, for I am sure my music will reflect on who I truly am. I want people to be inspired by my music and my voice and feel the emotion. Oh well... I need time to achieve all that. I know it's not easy.

It just is too hard to explain what joy and satisfaction I experience when I come across a genuine artiste. Of any kind. Damn... They're our gifts from God, do you know that??

Now you do.





I want to, but, why?

Saturday, June 27, 2009

African Affair

Wait a min... That sounds like a very interesting movie title. And plot.

My uncle has connections in South Africa. Well, they're Tamils. But Africans. Study that. So he has a friend who came down to Singapore some time ago. He's a Chemistry professor you see. But, he also has a school that teaches Tamil and wants to get help with promoting and protecting Tamil over there in SA.

When he came down, I was told to ask help from my teachers to see if they could speak to him about our education system and teaching methods. And I did ask for help. But, it just came a little late. So, the day he visited my house, I was just made to sit down and have a chat with him about what was on his mind.

And damn... I fell in love with him. Not the way you probably think it is. I mean, he's 70 over. Nope nope. Oh anyway, his name is Prof Kandasamy G Moodley! Aah... I still love Demetrius. Lol.

And when I was just chatting with him about Tamil, and ways to help keep it alive, I realised I was loving it! Every moment of it. Well, it was even better with my cousin and uncle and everyone else around. He kept laughing.

Well, it makes me happy. Really, sincerely satisfied and glad to see such people work hard for my language. Being the minority here, I understood what it felt like. and having the 'teacher instincts' and all, I also tried my best to help him out. Cos, I wanted him to be a part of keeping Tamil alive, and tell him as much as I could when it came to ideas. We were talking for about an hour. And then, when he said he would make a move, my heart sank. Lol. Really. I was like.. Awww... Damn... Does he really have to go? Can't he stay all night. Haha!

At least I got to speak to someone like him at all. I don't know why I am even telling you about it. Cos, it was just a very nice feeling you know. I'll try and get the picture I took with him on the day of his departure. Soon.

Satisfying and interesting. It makes me want to visit them over at SA. And maybe even join as a teacher in the school. I'll do a good job, I promise. Lol... And then, I'll find myself an African prince and settle down with him. He'll love me. That, I know. :D

God Bless South Africa. And the world.


School's starting on Monday. I hope people who are affected the H1N1 virus all get well. And people are not stupid enough to go overseas if there is NO FRIGGIN' BLOODY REASON for it. Assholes. You people are making it worse, you goof balls!



I want it as much as I can't get it... Maybe it is.

Friday, June 26, 2009

In memory of


King of Pop
*~*MICHAEL JACKSON*~*


I may not be an avid fan of his. But, I know what it feels like to lose someone so precious. A gift to all, disguised as a perfomer. He's created music and taught us all so much. He's made us all happy and sad, taught us emotions and appreciation. Let's just remember only the good times, for they're the only moments that were trule meant to be.

May his beautiful soul rest in peace. And this legend will always be remembered.






I know I am.

Monday, June 15, 2009

DAZZLE with DENZEL!

LOL. Don't ask me how I came up with that title. I thought it was cool. Fullstop (.) Haha! ANYWAY!!

My point is... I was gonna die of excess awe! And, my slow browser saved me. trust me! Haha!

If training Day was awesome.... Pelham was friggin' awesome. And If Pelham was friggin' awesome, then... imagine GLORY!! Woooohoo.. I know.Too much right. What can I do? Couldnt resist temptation.

Training Day won Washington his 1st Oscar for Best Actor. And, for Glory, he won it for the Best Supporting Actor. Cool right. I think he's ful of such charm.

As for Pelham, DAMN! Hat's off to him and Travolta. The movie could have probably survived with just the both of them. Hot bums. People mature with age. They grow wiser with experience. ;) Now I know. Had a great time at the movies. Then, I came home and wanted more of Washington, so, I decided to catch Glory.

Now, Glory... People! GO WATCH IT! NOW! Denzel didn't play a big part in it. But the main actor (don't have his name in my memory database) did an awesome job! And, direction, screenplay were splendid. I know...It's kinda stupid doing a 'movie review' after decades of the release of the movie. But, at least, now I know. Right?

I really applaud those who appreciate true talent. Honestly.
God bless.



Am I in love?

Saturday, June 13, 2009

History

I love to dig up history... Unique, interesting ones. Well, I know history of all kinds are interesting. But, I've got unique taste. Yeah.


You know what excites me? Drama. Music. Movies. Literature. People. Damn. Everything excites me. Everything. How the world was discovered. How people were formed. Why people were formed. Blah blah... Haha. EXCITING!


Just like that. I feel like a baby now. Learning old things like they were new to me. Like, history.







Denzel Washington ~ Training Day


Yeah... I'm about to watch the movie now.
And I'm gonna catch PELHAM 123 tomorrow!!!
Ain't it awesome! If I ever pass in the next few days, I announce that it is solely due to an overdose of Denzel Washington. Peace.







Maybe I'm in love


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I think I love you, for real

Maybe life has something else planned for me. I mean, sensible people know very well that you don't always get what you want, right? You ask for something and you don't get it. Or, you avoid something but, it keeps coming to you. That's the way of life, people. I'm old enough to know that already. but the problem here right now is, me knowing the possibilities of it happening on certain areas of my life which I want to be perfect. You know? I mean, c'mon! Don't I have the right to have at least, say, 2 or 3 aspects of my life turn out the way I want. I'm not that mean an individual to deserve nothing nice. Oh well, maybe God wants me to have things happen my way in other things. Well, that could be it. Yeah, that should be it. God's complicated, yet beautifully sculpted fate of life.

You know, it amuses me how bad things always accumulate or trigger a chain reaction to do good to someone. It's just.. it's freaking amazing. Cos, I strongly believe that all these obstacles make an ordinary man a true man. A true, strong man. Sometimes emotionally, sometimes physically. For the people who ought to be considered gems, sometimes even both ways.


People always complain about the flaws in others or themselves. Well, even I do. I can be mean sometimes. That's a flaw in me. But, hey. One thing I'm glad about myself is, I have, some time ago, realised that these painful/ugly flaws are the ones that add character and personality to a man. If not, everyone is going to be the same, and the world will be a boring stage.


I've been told since young that who I grow up to be depends on myself. Yes. It is very true. But, coming to think about it, my perspectives pertaining that idea have changed. A lot. Because I believe what make me grow up to be who I will be are the people, the objects, the incidents, the environment around me. And not ME myself. Because, it is because of these building blocks of life that I react and behave the way I do.And eventually, they help to mould me into a person with certain qualities that complete me.

Of course, I also agree that sometimes it depends on one's mentality. What they think is right and wrong. What they think they should do and not.What is good and bad. It does depend on the way he thinks. but, think again. Why does he think like that? Because the people around him have made him so. The only thing that an individual decides, is WHO to notice in life, and WHAT to notice. The rest is up to the world. And what makes him notice these particular things and not the rest? God. Because, He has already planned what this man is going to be in life.

Well, I guess I've somewhat digressed. It's getting a little spiritual in here. And trust me, I am NOT into that as much. Haha. But, still, I'm just saying what I want to.

My point initially was about myself. And... LIFE in general. I know I mentioned 'aspects of life' earlier. So, what are the aspects of life? Trust me, I have no clue. For the immature 18 year-old I am, they may mean.. well... immature things.

Things like...
1) Parents
2) Siblings
3) Family
4) Friends
5) Home
6) Love
7) Life partner
8) Children
9) Childhood
10) Work
11) Memories
12) Abilities/Talents
13) Luxuries
14) Beliefs
15) Character
16) Morals
And I could go on and on and on and on....Aspects of life. They shape who you are.


So, all I'm saying is that, I want certain aspects of my life to be, not perfect, but the way I want them.I'm not asking for too much, am I?


Because sometimes, God, it hurts. It hurts so bad to think I am not even capable of one of the most beautiful things in life. What more do I need to make me feel miserable? Maybe you have blessed me in something else. Maybe. If that is it, let me know. Let me know, please. So I can learn to appreciate it even more than I probably already have been.

I just know I'm starting to think how long this will take. How long I have to wait. If it will ever happen. If it does, how, when, and why. I just want to know. I just only want to know.




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On a totally random note, I so wanna watch The Taking Of Pelham 123. I think Washington and Travolta are such an awesome pair. Woo! And, people, I think you deserve to live only if you've watched and loved Seven Pounds. Getcha ass movin' outta here, baby!



"You think I'm tryinna hit on you?....... Eh?"

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So, are you really in love?


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Wednesday, June 03, 2009

Woweeee!!

Times have been great catching up with Inthu and Priya joining us in the fun. And then came Kavitha darling who is one hell of a joker girl. She never fails to crack us up right? Haha! Well, I always have one thought whenever I meet up with these babes. It makes me happy that P is getting along well with such nice people. I just am glad that I am able to introduce good company... I know what I mean. =) All is for good.

I do have pictures. But, a little lazyyyy! Haha! I'll see about them. Anyway, we're planning a day out to Sentosa. After my exams are over. All ready to get wet! Pot luck baby! Who wants MEE GORENG?? Lol. And the day before, we've planned to bake some cookies or muffins to take over. Woo! Yummyyy.
Chomp Chomp!

Dessert at Mac


Yay!



Inthu!


Sexy, woo!

Talking about exams, I AM SOOO FREAKING DEAD! You know, I've been so sick for the past few days, I can't even concentrate in my studies. But, thanks to great people I have been getting good rest. Hope I recover in time on Sunday! If not, skin me alive. SHIT!
Anyway, I've had this thought quite a number of times already. How I feel so much more at home in NP. As compared to AJ. I mean, in AJ, it was only when there was TL. But, in NP, it's about the people, the environment, the lecturers. Blah blah... I just hope everything goes fine.








Is it love?
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